Six Months +

When I quit my job last year, the one that was literally driving me insane, I knew things would be difficult for a few months. I did NOT, however, have a clue that it would be this hard, and last this long. All I want is a part-time job that can help pay my bills while I pursue my other passions - why should that be so much to ask for? Not only have I been turned down or ignored for countless jobs to which I've applied over these past months, but I've gotten about 5 or more job offers that have not actually become a job. Weird, I know.

In many ways, I'm glad I did quit that job. It was driving me crazy (really) for many reasons. But I was making good money, and I miss having money. Yes, I'm happier (except for being stressed out about not having money), and I'm pursuing my dreams... But money does help. It makes everything easier. I wouldn't have to worry so much. Even unemployment insurance would have been perfect for me in these circumstances... But I can't change the way things turned out, not now.

But I still think this is worth it - right? To have my sanity?

For months now, the Universe has been telling me, "Be patient. Good things are coming. Wealth is coming." But I've been patient, and I'm tired of waiting for things to happen! Not that I've just been waiting around, either, I've been working my ass off trying to make things happen, too. So far, nothing has fit. So - what? What now, Universe?!